We Always On Journey of Something

dear blog... we should know that every end must be reason and must be thing to start ....dead is not the end but it is the start of the eternity ... the must work things in circle that should be happen that is the things that should not happen i am very frusterated in what happen in life things not change from the past 2 years it is very difficult in life that things what u see is not what it will be or what is actually happen u should surprise of what can be happen in real life true...exactly ....today i want to share actually what happen when i wrote this blog from coffee bean....i heard that some body from my side table ....telling his friend on the girl he been friend with n discuss with others friend regarding the bf an gf things. heheheh im to old for all this and should i listen or earpicking what they are story of...funny of what things happen in life. Find that some of the true inside and true outside that i should be ready to did some thing that cannot be thinking by some bod...

the new dawn always set to be the new start of adventure but no one ever know what in the world would happen as the time of today will not be the same as yesterday. huhhh.....the same old story always rang several times as people always keep forgetting what they promises and lies...people always never understand the sequence of life...method exactly how the life will circle ...how the life will run ...how the life will flow...normally that the people will just justified what should not be jsutified as the reason of their self ego and self destruction of human being. the minute of time always frustrated the human being as the human being never satisfied the need of heart and soul. satisfaction always cannot be found easily and rapidly in the state of some kind of art that should not be mentioned in ur life time and should not be tolerate in the mood of the day ....high high sing off

dear blog, here say is the best day that bring a lot of attention of dying well. since time no one knows exactly what happen in time that u must not be trully happen to be the bst person on earth and these days seem that typing in block is the most exciting things to do and can be bored release place in order not to spare any more damn things to do. Huh what happen to me ...in life the bets thing taht im doing is to be honest in my work and others huh worst ....now ive have become the person that supposely been condemn by myself long time ago. Since child im condeming the person like this whom i become today. what happening to me is very dissapointed. my life tear apart like paper in the shredder and my whol efocus energy been drain without filtered and cntainment. done doen died the best taht been waiting for is it will be coming to me or waht ??? let me story anything that i ever wanted to be publish and let people know if im die. i. one things that for sure im very want to seperated...

once people been highlighted with the occurance of the messy and the death of human betrayal things always happen in frequency since then people always not trust and not eager to satisfied others with to be called love. How can people to live in hipocracy and lies where people need to expend what the supposed to be. sign off

since two weeks ago, im in doubt on these all relationship matters....hermmm still wondering wonder why on earth that people want to disturb others personal matters and hope this wil end the most entriguing theme of the day. you know..im already start to wondering whether these z still can wait till everything to be finalized. erm....should i be like ...hell of the demon or the best person to be....i have no clue...who suppose i will be the good the bad or the worst ....my life become empty and still yet to be loop hole everywhere and these time the hole getting bigger n bigger ...... do you thing that only one thing in common for every existance in these wolrd......s eleven ..only people hear from my mouth know what it is......still i cannot figure out to out from these misery ....what should i do in order everything to workout fine in these world.....i do not understand that people always need to have blame others or to have the pointing finger to others in order to escape for them s...

aiyak....this morning i heard a heart stopping story regarding buluh mas that been ambushed by BNM yesterday 13th Oct 08...why on earth by this time it already been 700k membership and yet to be rushed,,....whyyy not during started or at the mid peak population..why why why

after day .... the work start back as the day come by the end of holiday of aidilfitri...ermmm you will never know what happen next in life ...for today exactly...i think our world is full of hatred and full of sweet promises taht never happen...do you think that you are funny enough to make people laugh when all the people always in tears....??? the problem is that the 'people' as been expected always the deveice on some big element of surprises as they always try to escaped n survived whatever posibillity of the world ...the end

erm....since time ...when the days come to the end of life...one will suffer the terrible fate..n destiny..whom that been told to be the most bad luck of all time n must be persistent in what one can be done....one almost totally devoted and the most cruelly abuse mentally and physically illness....damn almost to suck whole my life into something break....and deep hole very..deep inside....who one suffer the doom of them self must be obey to one another. The morning of dull always frustrated the one that need the most happiness and joy then the mid of life turn ugly as the cry broke silence and lamp faded as the source of life turn their back from us.

salamz.. ermm..since then my last comment that been noted that a lot of thing happen.... my z wanna to have holiday to sing with her friend and will be accompanied by z ( j-corp) is that suspicious enough to me and to make me very vulnerable.....??? Nay once you know ur enemy u ll just know....a lot f*&% thing happen ....i do no know what gonna happen to me....acctually should i change the content of this block to commercial value such as to add buluh mas, AIA, my mp3 collection my movie or anything else....what am i thinking ........still raya is coming i did not plan anything yet

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erm....dah dua ari puasa termasuk hari ni ...the tensen part will comi9ng by the end of this month ...on the trip to kampung for raya...erm,...same old story when it gonna change...yet yoou will need to surender in order to smoothly happen all the thing ....

the sun still yet to shine....ermm still in the mist of dawn yet dawn...to over come fear and to gain strength is very difficult arghhh....still strugelling with money .... erm problem of the day i. money ii. trust iii. friends iv. love ones etc etc priority money...u got money everything setlle ...is this can be said money is the king on these age...

erm,....ive already registered in buluh mas and still thinking whether the project is true or false...however based on KPDN and others trust able sources saying that these damn project buluh mas is for sure one....erm.....

dated 150808 ...not special to special ones...ermmm big suckss in planning a good runaway days ...since then did you still think you can achieve all this huh..... i can believe what appening to me .......silly n not good in everything....ermmm did you think that you birth always for the best and to be better ....since then you will die in suffer ...

come as u are as u were as i want to be as a men hurry up... erm....it's been a month and two days since my last post .....not in a good shape after all... most of the time problem tinkling and tinkling and tinkling i think i need a break for all ....i need money nnn really desperate one ..hisshhhh bored n very bored money money money chowww

it will be da bored weekend ever as my ^&%$#@* is out to hometown...ermm...plus my resignation been accepted and i will be in a new company by next next tuesday ...still got 7 days in this company to be spend wisely ....since then our fine...will be down to earth as i do not know what to say what to do what to think .....ermmm hopefully everything will work out fine.. sometime people don't understand what u will be foreseen in life and do not foreseen any mistake any lies....full of misunderstood and miscommunication mis..mis..mis..since then die die die

how can i make money work for me...is it all that been stated in MLM, network, direct selling , internet money colletion...etc etc etc ..is viable...or worst to try ....ermmm life is shit...shit ...shit...when the pay day come also u still stuck with this problem.... terrible...with these problem...

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days goes..stilll in the mid of the year .... and im still in blur regard all my life...u see all that we thinking always not to become reality ...hopes fliess...plan changes ...bla bla bla iam thinking going to the new places for the new works....erm....life suckss...like always...things happen in three months ....car in fire feb ....porject delayss and been blame..in march ....move house but still near to in laws in april ...nnn...what happen in may ? may Allah help me..

erm...since too many days i type in this blog...bz with a lot of thing around...first of all...time will change ...im still do not how to plan with the future..the plan of short n long term still high wire you know...

moorrrninnng....r u ready everybody...so how r every body....heheheh byeee..nanti ptg ler..kekalau ader idea...tq

since dawn the new way came in to life...hehehe yeyyeyeye i got new lap top...bought with a half way help from the special one..my laps tops...is the one make me wanna work day by day although i just like to play game all day with it...said.. my dearest...a lot of thing happen ..and yesterday i take back my resignation letter from da boss said that what should not been said... u think is it funny how ur life goes but ....erhhhhh cee yaaa at 1.00 am...wooo

hermmm....yesterday is the day that allperson in the world would enjoy but me huh! same like every day ...stress full and damm hell....opss maybe not hell maybe just the worst day in the world ..who could imagine hell...right... a lot of thing happen yesterday....MILw wanna to saty closer....the person near u wanna controll...and ntah ...i could njot imagine anything for the time being stilll in cofusion...still blank ...still empty ....maybe tommorow is a good day to live ...life full ....cee yaa

its bee a week since my last post...urghhh time flyzz....u never know..so...how r u? me ok u? dead n meat ball....since then nothing can be consider interesting....what happen to me im stress full of stress n numb a lot of me welll....a few movie in the week quite nice ...atonement, in the name of the king what else....arghh i forgot what im doing just a week...dead.... soo what ever happen u r the best cause if not u r not the best

good day.... since the day begun...i was thinking how we gonna survive in this stupid world...ermmm wondering how tough it will be to finish the race and the keep the pace.... i thinking that one day all this chasing and keep going will be stall at certain episode...hopefully by that time everything is happy and sweet...what am i thinking ...the ambush is near and the survivor plan is well planned. The most satisfiying part in life is to execude all plan that been plan and pray that all action is good to anyone.... may the light shine through the day.....