the last is not the first
erm...its been a while that i written on this place...damn..!! so long but yet still i havent have an idea really what im supposed to do with these little life time...huh!..my ingorance become reality my stupidity becoming something common...what happen to me im lost in this new dimension...can some one some body there can really help me to work out from this grave of sorrow...once my conscience been question through knowledge and wisdom...huh! what im supposed to do with this kind of madness...in the end im becoming bigger and bigger ....the physical and mental these have been my worst damn years ahead and there is no light at all...'sigh sigh ... -sign off-