We Always On Journey of Something

erm...what the hack...sometimes we ever wonder that the worst of all might be the best of somebody ...or not...who can tell me if anything things happen have some klu on how its happen? erm...i don't think any of us know what happen in this wide whole world...do u know that the stupid things always happen near you ...as you yourself cannot control the sequence of life ...once u know once u don't ...is there any courrage in our life ...that occur in life that need to be happy in your whole life...why on earth my mouth alwys the last one to be open when come to the matters of *&^%$ and ()*& ull never want to know how n what ..the hell happen and thinking ....ive been 5 years living like this is it the best time to ask to forget all this ...all the sacrified...all the hard earn cas life...all the things ....erm..dont know exactly what gonna happen...since today will be the last day ...or not....(when i have the courage to do this) .....still thinking ...

how come man always be the one who said brave to face anything but in the same time has a lot to think about and should not be blame of fire that been cause by anybody...perhaps what is in common that we can find between man n women is that the things on dependentcy that occur once the tie been establish...huh ..but when the tie ...start to broken always men take the responsiblity to tied it back or just to pretend in order that the story or the fate will not cursing back to the men. the story always goes once upon a time there was a happy princess....bla bla bla....so that happy princess in the end need to brace all obstacle in order to get her prince...why it become like that huh....is that any easy way to go ..in this world...really need to assumed all in order that in this world no place that we can be happy ever after ....ada ka? whta te f*%k as i heard all the stress all the mess and the all nonsence happening in this world....i really need to take rest man!!! is there any place ...