where should i start ....

the place become so tense as the day pick up dull. huh !!! day's passes by are very tough as it enough to tear down all hope for the smiling days again. sometime we feel that the day itself don't ever have anything ...although there will light at the end of tunnel..is it really we can see the end of tunnel if the tunnel itself never have any clue of how it's end...what should we do...play stupid act stupid or really being stupid...herm..one thing for sure the time really past by even we did not notice how fast the time goes by.

is the long winding road....far ahead..and yet we did not have what it takes to really be strong to go for it...what should i do ..where should i start??